Due to danger of lifestyle/communication loss will be part of progress. Just believe there will be future gains. Communication in painting/art/music/poetry valid, just know, the meaning may be lost/unavailable to the current community – and lost to their understanding. No fault that you adapted to communication in this way…it’s a valid response.
Much like the part of the spirit that was torn from you against your will, physical pain in your mind may exist. This is part of the sub-human experience.
Inside life = home. Outside life = studio, travel quarters. Most productive activities can be accomplished in Outside life. Adapting to outside life, an effort to affirm humanity in disavowing the requirements of Inside Life; companionship, sharing, family, possession, safety.
The animal belongs outside. What’s left is animal.